Feeling Frustated

I began my Wednesday morning at 6:00 a.m. by getting up and getting dressed. My father then took me to the hospital to have my blood drawn. My Neurologist had ordered the blood test so as to see why I have been having the aura's. While there it took two tries to get any blood out of my vaines. After I was poked a couple of times blood was finally drawn. I had arrived back home at 7:15. I then sat down at the kitchen table to drink my hot cocoa and eat my fruit. I then had my breakfast. At 7:50 I then started a load of laundry. Both of my parents had gone to work, and so my day began. At 8:15 I then put on my workout clothing and began to stretch. I then preceded to do my weight workout. After doing so, I then took my shower thus getting ready for the day ahead. After doing so I had hung the load of laundry to dry. At 9:30 I then called my grandmother before leaving to go to WestSide. Upon my arrival, I had put my lunch in my locker then went to the conference room for Brain Injury Education Group. Today the group talked over with Deb and Michelle looking at school websites in the Lewiston/Auburn area, so we could start booking presentations. At 12:00 I then went to the dining area to eat lunch. At 1:00 the last thing I felt like doing was going to support group to share. I was not having a good day today. I had sat in the lobby briefly before stepping up to the plate and going into the support group. After checking in , I then shared how I was feeling. LOWSY, other clients then shared with Deb and Maria. At 2:00 during my P.T. session Matt had taken me to the Bates college pond to do some walking. After making four laps around the pond on the tarred walkway, we then went back to WestSide. At 3:00 I then had my counseling session with Maria. Thirty minutes was not enough time to unload all that I had on my mind today. But it had to do. I was feeling ever so frustrated, I am not where I would like to be in my recovery. RRRRRRR!!! It is was it is, I will just have to work through it. After meeting with Maria, I then took a shower before going home. I am so glad I did. I was able to sleep all the way home. I was so tired. I had arrived home at 4:45, thus going strait to my bedroom to get comfortable before sitting down to blog before dinner.